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Tuesday, March 23, 2004
dear diary,
went out with the indo crew (nuri, felti, indah), the charlie''s angel and aisyah to ecp just now. nora back out last min cause of family problem. anyway, have fun just now. after we reach ecp, we went to mac to eat. of course, using the indo crew coupon. the indo crew kinda have a ''fight'' with the manager there cause they use a lot of coupon for only 3 person. as a result of this, we have to eat outside mac.
after the late dinner, we went to a shelter to chill out. me and azira bought poker card at mac while the rest stay at the shelter. then, we play card. first, the indo crew taught us their game. then, we taught them to play bluff. after that, we play murderer. it''s really fun playing with them. out of the murderer game we played, i got to be the police thrice. and i caught the murderer all of them. pity i never be the murderer.
in one of the game, felti wink at me, signaling that she ''killed'' me. but i didnt know it. she wink a lot of time till the point she give up and slap me. it''s not a really hard slap, just a tap. and all of them laugh.
anyway, the day before, i called up ema. we talk for abt 2 hrs. we talk abt us. once, she said that she kinda have the feelings for this guy before she went attachment. after she came back, the guy knew that she like him. after hearing this, i fear the worst. that she might leave me. but she told me she is staying far away from him. so i ask her who she love more. she said the one she''s talking to. i kept quiet, smiling to myself. she ask why i kept quiet. i replied i was touched.
then one point, she started talking abt the incident at the mrt i think. she said it brings back memories of us. as i recall back, i told her i wanted to cry. i dont know why. my eyes were going to be filled with tears. but i hold them back. i dont know why after ema left, i started to cry easily. hmmmm....????
and also, we talk abt the future. we discuss abt our child nationality. abt why we love each other. why we wanna be together, all that stuff. turns out that she also pray to god abt us, praying to give us strength to be loyal to each other. and also talk abt me going to indo this june. hopefully, i get to be there with my mum.
insha allah....
logged by Ijal at 1:34 AM
