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Thursday, April 15, 2004
dear diary,
yesterday was the first day to work without the indo crew, as in the old indo crew. was really boring. not much talking between me and the manager. in fact, not much talking between the staff at hfc at all. we just kept quiet. maybe cause we miss them. i miss them a lot. sometimes i either heard their voices or my eyes playing trick on me. haizz....
felti sms me the day after she went home. was kinda surprise cause i was expecting ema to sms me. she put a smile on my face, but she didnt reply my sms. maybe in one week time i will try to call nuri, felti and indah. but indah is a bit harder, cause i dont have her number. just hope the rest have her number.
guess what?? tomoro im working with jenny. and if thats no enough, with cindy too. and if thats not enough, im working with jenny again on sat. what a life!!! dont know what she will nag at me for these 2 days.
anyway, tried to call my dear last sun, but she's already asleep. so i called her on tuesday. we talk for 2 hours. told her abt my plan of she coming to singapore. she was shock, who wouldnt?? but i think when i said abt my plane, visions of her returning her already form in her head. hopefullythat vision become a reality. cause i wanna see her, and hug her, and kiss her, cause i miss my dear sooo much.
actually, i have to study for my iochem test. but here i am typing this entry. by the way, the first com test was ok. but i didnt do abt 20% of it. just hope i will pass all my modules and get into food option.
type in again.....
logged by Ijal at 11:36 PM
Tuesday, April 13, 2004dear diary,
the indo crew have left singapore yesterday, dated 12/4/04. it was so sad. when i reached the airport, i say hi to them. then felti pulled me to one side and give me a present. i wasnt mad at her, cause i expect they give something to me. but i totally forgot abt it, and they caught me unexpectedly. she said to take it, and read the letter when they are in the plane. this is what the letter says:
tu ijal, sahabatku
hai...jal sorry ya kami udah melanggar janjiku untuk tidak memberimu sesuatu, tapi kami hanya bisa memberimu ini. baju ini kami bawa dari indonesia khusus buat kamu. tolong jangan dilihat harga nya tapi arti dari kenangan itu.
ijal....terima kasih ya selama disingapura ini, kamuudah jadi teman, adik dan sahabat baikku. kami udah membuat kamu pusing dengan kado pemberianmu. aku ngak tau harus berkata apa lagi....
sampaikan salam terima kasihku buat nora (kembaran felti); aisyah (senyuman manis banget...); sumitha; zizi; azira; saangeta dan gupreet kalian semua baik dan punya arti tersendiri dalam hidupku.
saat pesawat ini terbang, aku harap hubungan kita ngak akan putus sampai sini, meskipun kita ngak tau kapan dan dimana kita bisa berjumpa lagi. tapi percayalah persahabatan kita akan abadi walaupun dihati saja. selamat tinggal sahabat, kamisayang kalian semua. bye....bye....!!!
from felti & nuri
in the middle of reading the letter, my eyes filled up with tears. nora and aisyah read it with me. what touch me the most is that all three of them takes me as a friend, as someone who they can depend, as someone who they can trust. before nuri go, she shook my hand sand said, ' thank you for being my friend when im here'. hearing her saying that makes me feel special. the letter also made me feel special. i guess that made me cry.
when they went into the gate, the charlie's angel, and us went to see the plane from above. the 7 of us just sat together, saying nothing. then sumitha ask me to translate the letter, and i did, trying not to cry when i read it. all of them felt touched by the letter, and the silence continued, with me and azira crying. we tried to cheer ourselves up, so we go to burger king and ate.
upon reaching home, i watched friends. on scene is taken in the airport. it remembered me of the incident. i tried to hold back my tears. i pass the remote to my bro, and went to my room, crying. knowing that it will take a long time for us to meet them again. we are planning to meet them. hopefully, it will happen.
felti, indah, nuri, thanks for making me feel special.... i appreciate it.
logged by Ijal at 3:29 PM